I am out of gas. I have been fighting so hard for so long. The deep state is more evil than I ever even imagined. I feel as though I have lost my freedom. Freedom to hug. Freedom to smile. Freedom to go to church without a mask. Freedom to breath fresh air. But than I realize, because of the love of Jesus I have in my heart and in my mind, I am one of the freeist people on the planet.
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Being with others (non-covid style) is renewing. You realize then that you are not alone, you are not going crazy, and the crazies aren’t going to survive this unveiling of the truth.
I am sustained by the community in my small town (25K), actually seeing and talking w/ my neighbors, fellow church goers (yes, that really sustains me), by the normal day-to-day encounters (masked or unmasked, I often have to unmask to be understood and to read others’ lips, LOL).
I am also sustained by the knowledge that others in other countries that reach out over the internet are in this struggle with me, with us.
Doing things the right way, the legal way (not the fraudulent way) takes time, but it is happening…
Don’t pay attention to the Main Stream Media, they’re not telling you the truth.
It is good to know others feel as I do. That helps a lot!
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: ‘Hold on!’
Please know that you’re not alone Victoria. I think many share your exhaustion, I know I do. Your faith cannot be taken from you and “we” (whoever we are) are gathering in increasing numbers. It’s dark now, and we’re due for storms, whatever happens, on both sides of the Pond. But at long last there is concious resistance and ever growing realisation of what it is we are resisting.
Thanks you for your kind and encouraging words. I am so glad I joined this community!
How are you able to Gather & Worship?
In person, or on line?
If in person, at full strength or Covid-Restricted?
I can worship in person, but Covid-Restricted.
I find that the mask makes me sleepy (something do do with breathing my CO2 back in?
I have no proof of that, but that is my suspicion, and I hold to it, since I am the one getting sleepy when I wear the mask, even when I leave my nose uncovered.
So I use the on-line (FB) method, provided early on.
I go to church in person, but I have to wear a mask and there is only about one third of the people in attendance. I have claustrophobia so the mask is a real issue and wearing it makes me very depressed.
Well, I hope it is a more fulfilling church than the one I am now “churching” online.
I’ll no go into it (that would be rude) but I do need a new church anyhow.
So Covid did me another favor. (PUI was a big help. I payed off enough debt to raise my credit score 100 points by one metric).
“Church” online was terrible so even though I hate all the masked and social distancing, it’s better to be in the building. Good luck finding the right place to be.